Little Complications

It has taken close to 2 months to coordinate my ultrasound sound, bloodwork and medication to be done locally.  But the real journey is about to begin.  In about a month, I will actually get to start my medication protocol.  I am excited but also scared.  This means that my dream to be a parent is slowly coming to fruition.

I sometimes laugh at the thought that I might actually experience being pregnant and I'm not too sure that I want to.  I'd like to have the end product, the baby, but not too stoked about the weight gain and the thought of going through the physical pains of delivery.

Still Hoping for a Miracle

There's always a hope in the back of mind that God will perform some kind of a miracle - Give me a miracle baby... kind of hokey, I know.  But I know that all I have are blessings from Him. The very fact that I am relatively happy, have a loving husband and family, have a roof over head, food to eat and a steady career that I love that provides me income are more than enough.

My life could be so much worse, but thank the Lord that it isn't so far.

Here is a song that just popped into my head:
How great is he, who is the King of Kings and the Lord of Lords, He is wonderful. 

I know that my husband and our immediate family and close friends are excited about our trip to Thailand.  Some of them are hoping to rendez-vous with us in Asia!  Talk about being supportive!  I am hoping that things will get sorted out with all my tests and meds over the next few weeks.  I know we ran into a few complications with "drug translations - quantity and type" (Drugs in Thailand versus drugs available in Canada).  I'll find out in the next week or two if things have worked out.

As for now, it's just a waiting game.  It's funny as it seems that God always asks me to be patient. He fullfills wishes, but definitely in His time.