Although it's Spring Break, I feel like the past 3 days have been a blur. I had the opportunity to share my IVF journey with a fellow classmate. It's in the telling that I have realized how far I have grown and how far I have come in dealing with "being infertile". It's such an ugly word, but a word that brings about so much pain.
To ensure things are kosher with the agency in Thailand, I have enlisted the help of a local fertility clinic to monitor me in addition to ensuring the agency in Thailand is legitamate.
In my last post, I mentioned about my thoughts about being a parent and if that was God's plan for us. We have asked God for a sign and I believe we will know of His great intentions for us when we come home from Thailand this summer.
I have often questioned if I am misreading His signs or if I am subliminally just ignoring them. I know that I will being getting some blood work and uteral/vaginal scans next month and them proceeding with a regiment of drugs in May and June to synch my menstrual cycle with my that of my donor's. I think it will be at that time that I will be able to get more excited about this whole process.
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